Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Bun Is Still Baking

I got the call this morning as I was driving to work that our bun is still progressing. My numbers exceeded what they were looking for so everything is looking very strong right now.
Our first ultrasound is scheduled for Friday, January 11.

I always thought I was just looking for the double line. For a positive - that all would be well - I just had to get in this condition (still avoiding the "p" word...). But that's just not the case. I got the double line but then we had to worry if it was a chemical and be sure that it was a viable condition. Now - we will be nervous until the first ultrasound to hear that the bun actually has a heartbeat.

It's also interesting - and I can't wait to write about this and see how this evolves - but though we are baking - there's a bun - I still feel like I'm pretending. I would imagine that it is going to be more difficult than I ever imagined to move from Infertile to Baker to acknowledging the "P" word...

4 comments:

Melanie said...

It all seems surreal, doesn't it? Try to stay in the moment and enjoy your, um, situation. he he. Here's to a quick 10 days until your u/s.

ChelleBez said...

I am so excited for you! You have given me hope that things will eventually work out for us as well. I have thought about you the last couple days and sent some serious happy thoughts your way. I can't wait to hear about your ultrasound. I will continue sending positive thoughts and hopes your way. :)

Kami said...

And then you will probably wonder about the next and the next u/s.

I know I do. I don't think I will believe it until we have a real live baby.

One step at a time . . .

Drowned Girl said...

The first weeks are far from easy.

xx